Hey there, um... i'd really like it if everybody who sees this movie replies so I can know what they think. It's already been really disappointing that Jorrit completely ignored my silly request of having these movies on his site, and now this (sigh) I don't even why I'm making these movies anymore. It seems pointless and not really getting me anywhere. Sure you might say it's good practise, but that really doesn't motivate me enough. Has even ONE person from here even BOTHERED to check out my website for more of my work? Has anyone from here joined my group??! Aren't you guys curious about the more general comics I can do, or is it just Games games games here??! Maybe I'm at the wrong place. If so kindly direct me in the right and I will go...
I really don't understand what else a guy has to do to get some people to visit his site. If people can't even take a few seconds to reply to a movie that took me many hours of hard to work to make well it's just very very very disappointing... maybe I should go somewhere else i dunno... So far the only person that's really been helpful was Jorrit, and even he turned me down by completely ignoring my Email...
So anywayz, if you pity me enough please do check out my groups
http://groups.yahoo.com/group/laughinggames
Don't worry it's not spammed or full of crap (as may be the reasons you didn't check it out before). It's a good place. I'm a good guy I don't like to force people to do anything they don't want to, but lately it's just been disappointing that's all. The reason I'm typing like this is because I am feeling really really miserable right now and even contemplating suicide.
I pretty much have no life, no girl, no looks, no shit. Cartooning is pretty much all i have left, and these forums are pretty much the only place that fills me up with some hope for the future.
It really is impressive to have my cartoons topped in all search engines Google, Yahoo etc. but what's the point of it all that if you can't really have some people to say nice things about them I wonder?
I've tried very very very hard for 3 years to make some money from my site to help build myself a future in this, but so far failure has been my only friend. I don't know why? People say I'm funny, hell I've got dozens of emails saying that I'm a genius, then why why why can't I get anywhere from this? What am I doing wrong??!
I hope that you'll never hear from me and my stupid cheeky cartoons again. I hope I never have to share my dark world to anyone else. I live in India. There's not much hope here no matter how talented you are. That's why I turn to the internet for everything, but so far it's only turned on me.
Good Bye!
P.S.
Oh and Jorrit, I'll understand if you say no about my cartoons in your site. It's the way you've ignored it that hurts me the most. A simple Yes or No would've really cheered me up.